I Get It Now

I have been really emotional this week and I do at this time every year. You see my first thought is I feel so guilty for putting my momma and daddy through you know what in my teenage years. I was raised right and I knew better. However I thought I was smarter than them and thought I’d prove it. Boy, was I wrong.
I could not understand why my momma was still up all hours of the night praying for me and waiting for me to get home. I get it now because my second thought is, I’m paying for my raising, thanks​ for the curse momma. Boy, I thought you prayed alot for your babies when they were little. It is nothing compared to when they get older. I have hit my knees more in their teenage years than I ever did when they were little. I get it now.
I catch myself still apologizing to my momma and daddy all the time. I’m so glad I grew up and realized why they did all they did. Its called parenting and loving your kids enough to teach them right from wrong. It’s called discipline. I get it now.
I’ve learned you can teach your kids right from wrong all their life but that doesn’t always mean they are going to do right all the time. Yes this hurts a parent because your only trying to warn them. I get it now. You have to hit your knees for your kids and stand in the gap. Times are getting harder to raise kids.
I get really mad these days when I see parents not teaching their kids morals, standards, responsibility and work ethics. I just want to shake them and say, What is wrong with you people?
My kids are learning alot and growing and I will always love them no matter what.
Hit your knees parents if you love them. I get now why my momma did so many times.


About 4dfarms

I am a wife to an amazingly dedicated, devoted, and loyal husband whom God sent to me. I am a mother to two wonderful boys to whom I'd give my life for. Around here we have homeschooled, we farm, garden, hunt, fish and anything else we want to do. Although I do have Rheumatoid Arthritis. Sometimes its hard for me to keep up. If it was not for my husband and two boys, I could not do some of what I do. They really do help me alot. We work together as a team in my home. We try our best to train up our children in the fear and admonition of the Lord. Yea, they slip sometimes and correction has to be made. Thats life. I want so badly to be just like the Proverbs 31 woman. My grandmother did an awesome job of it and Id like to fill her shoes.
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